Past Regression
Last edited: Feb 2026
I attempted to explore the purpose of my life — the healing thread from my past that has shaped who I am today — and to understand what I am here to offer the world through the wisdom carried deep within my soul.
Growing up, there seemed to be a recurring pattern in my life — a pattern of abandonment and a deep sense of loneliness.
The first time I was brought back to something from the past was during hypnosis, when I was trying to resolve issues with my mother. I saw a dark, heavy energy pulling me toward a well. It felt as though someone — or something — down there wanted to drag me into that darkness. I was guided to light it up, to bring my own strength into it, to pull myself out and shine a stronger light over the darkness. That energy felt unbearably heavy and deep. I couldn’t hold back my tears.
On my own, I have attempted to explore my past more than once. During one experience, I saw many faces — faces that felt like they had once been me in previous lifetimes. The number 33 came up. I had lived 33 lives before this one.
When I was under hypnosis, by my teacher hypnotist, one vision brought me to an empty, withered field. I was a young farm girl, still in my early teens, holding a basket and waiting for someone to return home and help me. I longed for companionship, for someone to be there for me. Life felt painfully lonely.
I was then guided to go further back. For the second time, I found myself in a room with dark wooden furniture — a wooden bed and a vanity mirror. The first time I experienced this place, I felt suicidal, sad, and lonely. I believe I actually died in that room in my past life. Someone was at the door, trapping me inside. I felt abandoned and isolated, forced to remain in that house. I remember telling myself to scream, to break out of that small room, to stand up for myself. I pushed past the people who were monitoring me and forced my way out. The house was large, two stories high, yet it felt completely empty.
The second time I revisited that room under hypnosis, I was instructed to walk out with pride. This time, I left feeling refreshed and free. I take things into my own hand.
Later, my hypnotist guided me to go back to a life connected to my healing abilities. In that vision, I was a man. I worked intensely, deeply focused on scientific exploration — something related to biology. I kept to myself and neglected my wife. I had a six-year-old son, Alex (a name happened to have come up multiple times in my current life). Eventually, my wife left me. With my hypnotist’s guidance, I was able to make peace with that past. I was encouraged to integrate the knowledge and wisdom I had gained in those lifetimes into my present life.
Combined with my health journey in this life ~
In my past lives, I mostly was ordinary people from middle-class families — not the poorest, but not the richest either. Many of those lives carry a darker tone: sadness, loneliness, and feelings of abandonment. The feelings of helplessness and abandonment — whether from family or from being sick — were lessons for me. They taught me how to rely on myself and understand my inner self and life more deeply. They became a turning point, pushing me to take charge of my own healing, lift myself up, and build a strong and meaningful life. It feels like the wisdom my soul carries comes from doing deep inner work through those experiences. From that to this life, I want to show others that it’s possible to live a meaningful life, even in the middle of chaos.